After a whole-long semester of clerkship, taking rotation between stations and departments, I've finally finished my course in surgery department today. Though there are still 2 more exams next week, today still marks a special moment, which signifies the "opening" of my very last summer vacation Q_Q.... (sigh~) oh my good old days as a kid and student ~
So it may not be surprised to find that almost all my classmates are planning eagerly for their summer XD. This summer, I'm going to take the exchange program of SCOPE-IFMSA to Lausanne, Switzerland during the Aug., and a trip in advance around France. Besides, I"ve also joined the medical service team of my college of medicine, which is going to the southern Taiwan into the mountains during early July - after accompanying my younger sister for her university entrance exam on July 2nd & 3rd. So far I've still lagging behind in the lodgement, itinerary in detail, background story of cities...so bless me, my friends ^^
If any of u would love to receive a postcard from Europe, just leave me a message and your address here~
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說是沒有要打英文，結果還是落落長打了一串XD
近況都簡報如上，中文的部分主要是想說些最近的心情故事（雖然這邊暫時還未公開...）
這幾天剛好看到一個舊識（同屆電子琴社的社長）很厲害地組了個爵士樂團，還能兼顧電機研究所的課業，真是太威啦～總覺得自己這樣到處趴趴走的過程中，還真是有幸認識了不少很了不起的人，反而是自己有點樣樣通樣樣鬆，連醫學專業上都離所謂「每天進步一點點」的目標很遠，只能算是勉強合格而已，其他法文、薩克斯風、或足球場上的表現都是慚愧的很。早知道自己是個定不下心的人，什麼都有興趣，但逮到機會卻是懶散優先，晚上也花了不少時間掛在BBS上，甚至還跟同學邀夥打電動XD
即便不在課堂上，這樣優柔寡斷又貪心不足的情況也是層出不窮...我能做的頂多是謹慎，不要傷害到人而已....連我自己，都不確定我要的是什麼....
雪花般地狂舞著，看似瀟灑不羈，卻帶著不必要的驕傲。
有什麼值得傲的呢？只是個空心的殼罷了～
追逐著什麼，內心卻是一片空蕩蕩的....迷惑還是迷惑
或許....？但又是憑什麼標準呢？如何去維持呢？
此時此刻，唯一確定的只是「在意」，但那個又不在意呢～
註：chimera, 原意為「嵌合體」，生物學上意指因為某種原因身上有染色體組合不同的好幾種細胞，例如花狗，像鑲嵌畫一樣同時有著不同的元素。
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